And here I thought April just wasn't my month.

[gelbes_gilatier]

Because, you know, it just turned out that May may be even worse. Okay, so the knee happened in April but the worst thing about it - the answer to the question if there's something seriously wrong with the meniscus or not - is yet to come (May 14th is the MRI appointment... one day before my birthday). Also, as of yesterday, I'm on antibiotics because of a %&$&ing throat infection. There's also the matter of The Letter, meaning I just got a refusal from the Foreign Office (which also means that I can't apply for that kind of career path again) just today. And when I thought things really couldn't any get worse, the laptop decided to act up with completely new shenanigans, giving me the very, very, very bad feeling that its end is near (please, laptop, don't do this to me... please just DON'T! Tell me that it was just a blip, okay? Yes? PLEASE?).

Seriously, how long and how bad is the "It has to get worse" part of "It has to get worse before it gets better" supposed to be? Because right now, I could use some "it gets better", just enough to make me keep believing that one day in the near future things will look a lot brighter. That's all I'm asking for. Is that really too much?

Comments

[asugar.livejournal.com]

I'm upset that things are going so shitty for you. It's been that kind of spring for me (complete with laptop death) so I feel your pain. Acutely. Did any of this happen on the Day-That-Knows-What-It-Did (aka Tuesday)? Because all of my bad shit happened on 7 different of that evil, evil day. Hence me quitting it. Things looked up a little after I did. Maybe you should quit Tuesdays too?

[gelbes-gilatier.livejournal.com]

I think I should quit the whole damn year :P I just can't remember any other year that was as shitty as that one (not even the one where I broke my knee joint (the other knee)... or the one where I joined the Army... or the one where my ex-boss tried to fire me... because in all those years there was actually something happening... so far, 2010 seems to be the year of time racing by without anything ever actually happening...). Yep, as soon as I can I'll just quit 2010 and move directly to 2011. Good plan.

[asugar.livejournal.com]

Well, hopefully things turn around soon. But quitting 2010 always works too!